Lyrics - Paroles de chansons

Drag this neurotic to hysterics. Leave him balked
and unfulfilled holding inside outwardly patient
'till the time he'll call it. Alluring exotic
twisted hero leaving him more lonely.
Still he waits around he's spun around and
left without the power to stop it. Peers don't
know what they can't see. They can't see inside
of me. It's sickening how comforting the privacy
of the mind can be. How much longer will I try
before I realize I'm desperate in the situation
that I'm in again I'm exhausting yet another topic
I've exhausted frequently with no regrets. Abstruse
and lacking rational but making so much sense somehow
a stone has blocked my hourglass no progress made no
time's run out I'd almost rather have the latter
Save myself with sad defeat A stone just broke my
hourglass I peel the skin that had me trapped.

I would swallow my pride I would choke on the
rhines. But the lack thereof would leave me
empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it
inside out find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender.
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous then I'm through with you I burn
burn like awicker cabinet chalk white and oh so
frail I see out time has gotten stale. The tick
tock of the clock is painful. All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips
and phrases I think sick like ginger ale. My stomach
turns and I exhale. So Cal is where my mind
states but it's not my state of mind I'm not as
ugly sad as you. Or am I origami folded up and
just pretend demented as the motives in your
head I alone am the one you don't know you
need me take heed feed your ego. Make me blind
when your eyes close sink when you get close
tie me to the bedpost

Tell those stories to me I'm dying to hear the things you've done and seen Farfetched as they may be You strike a smile in me Your stories ring of perjury Construed with self empowering theme Suckin' on my brain your the teacher I'm the student Turning things around your story's not congruent Tabloid decoys pitiful excuses Turning things around You're turning things around A manic stunning scene I'm taking notes your taking me away into your false reality I know you comfort lies in lying to try to make your life make sense But you're not making sense I'd say it aloud but I'm not aloud I see your head spin round and round Broken record talk tonight skip that needle back and forth on your mind wearing out unconvincing lies Like a seedling dropped from an old oak tree your shade don't hide no sun from me Fake stories humor me It's graduation time I love you like a mother

Cheap shot hocked straight to the ear drum Is it
some sick sign of affection Violated and singed
with deceit Disgust from my head to my hands
to my feet Your face it gives foul taste
Whether smiling crying or denying I see your
motives and you're charged with fraud by me So
take the hint and leave I loved you while he was
in you in the shower Did (in joy and ecstasy)
your eyes begin to water And if I may stop by
when you're living in the next town ten years
down the road A good time for a dime and a
crushed cigarette making bets with your body on
the avenue Look into my eyes you say and you'll
see nothing but sincerity Almost as if you've got
some hope that you'll enlighten me You're a head
case story Just trust me you said

Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot as it sinks on the pedal I press it to the floor I don't need a girl don't need a friend my friend lonesome's unconditional We're flying forever bored And for a moment I love everything I see and think and feel I love my broken side view mirror Cause it's so perfect I'm so perfect you're so perfect you're not here I hear the change in gears My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road This is an open road song The night is beckoning although I have nowhere to go but home Feels good to be alone With every turn comes a new frame of mind if I could frame my mind where would it hang I crack a window and feel the cool air cleanse my every pore as I pour my poor heart out To a radio song that's patient and willing My volume drowns it out But that's O.K. cause I sound better than him anyway any day yeah my voice is sweet as salt I search for comfort and I find it where I've found it many times before Times before can be forgotten

Your eyes shine bright like a Jesus nitelite I'd like to
touch your positive vibes Indifferent eyes won't give me
the time May I help put aside your moral fiber You're
dressed in white my face is white I'd like to be a colorful
sight to see I'm only here in a background Here on the
ground lays my head I sleep and then I wake make
sounds and go to bed and wake again The time is right
but I feel all wrong It wastes away until it's gone The
time is right but I feel all wrong It fades away and now
you're gone You're walking by I'm standing by Behind
the light I'm standing by By and by

Well here is me on tragedy I always want what's out of
reach She pulls dyed black hair back and signs Fuck that
night out with the guys I never get a word in with them
anyway The telephone doesn't scare me anymore You're
home and I am here alone by dear Always stupidly sar-
castic my hyper spastic superhero girl So break the
bruised monogamy And let him fade to memory your
erotic wet atomic eyes keep reoccurring in my mind Do
me a favor please and touch your lips to mine

One thousand faces all look the same
They're all so boring mild and tame
Contaminate him knock off his glasses
Teach him to tamper with the cloning
process Pardon me sir can I ask you a
favor Make me a cowboy like my next
door neighbor Pardon me sir can I use
your eraser To remove my brain of
unconventional nature Take my tongue
It's cocked and loaded The board has
dubbed you special student Sit alone sweat
in silence We don't tolerate defiance One
thousand paces lead to the gate They're
all so boring mild sedate You hear me
say this don't make any sense As I hop
up and over the fence Hooked on nico-
tine and phonics Fun like macro eco-
nomics Still and quiet like they taught us
Fun like macro economics Vigilante
thoughts and a cheap guitar I am my own
movie star I don't know you I don't want
to I don't know you I don't want to

Saturday night burns a redness on my face I tasted you
you tasted my you were never my taste Now you're left
alone with precious thoughts Of half asses half an hour
stops And talk so small I can't remember ever saying a
word Laced with thick naivetè Firm delusions can't be
swayed Tell yourself you're happy We both know the
truth It's false behind the dirty talk the dirty sheets the
sexy walk your eyes are closed your heart is open wide
and that's no good There is something up my sleeve
There is nothing in-between You and me that you can't
see So beg my pardon Honesty's a virtue that can hurt
you let it be The thought that counts is counting down
the minutes 'till I leave and when I do you'll be looking
for security in words Though you know that you won't
get it for the better for the worse I apologize for me
Then I'm back in a couple of weeks I'm too weak to help it
Don't know how to end it I apologize for me

There's a face I know too well I see it every time I look in the mirror No I don't kiss and tell I'll tell you after I betrayed you Supersonic boy sweating sin The pillar that I'm melting on will prove you wrong Keep your lips sealed this just in You're speeding up the ticker of a walking time bomb Time's up stand up face the Muzac Smile wide step outside Click your sticks and cast spell that'll suck my saliva like water from a well I try to do what's right what's right ain't right enough for you tonight I see you're displeased a middle finger response I'll try to appease I'm sorry don't be mad but ask me what I'm sorry for and I won't have an answer Look me in the eye and let 'em flow again Lies on the rocks with a twist of desperation

Suffocate from lack of stimulation
Television time
Gonna break with every bead of sweat
My heart rate seems to climb
My friend and I stick to the tired couches
Please pass the time I found a dime under the corner cushion
Wishing it was some place else and so do I
Small town trap with dreams of breaking out
Satan's in the living room choking me with apathy
Small town trap with dreams of breaking out
Inspire me cause if you don't I think I'll dissipate to dust the
Liar in me says something's gonna happen soon because it must
My friend and I stick to the tired couches
Please pass the time I found a dime under the corner cushion
Wishing it was someplace else and so do I
Community immunity is the shot I crave
A sleepless sleep slow motion dream wanna dig my grave
Time ticks away on the longest day
Wanna break away on the longest day