Lyrics - Paroles de chansons

I have seen your shake and I know what it cost you I have heard your words now I am big on your noise my eyes aren't big enough because i can't se your hands I can't see what you hold I am growing now as I watch you fade now I know what you know and I'll break the chains you have made these chains you've made for me I will pull you down I know I'll fail in style I long to touch your genius hands

I break away every day stressed out in every kind of way I am sick and tired of being sick and tired all I need and crave is a loud life with the power to fade I am living because I keep it all inside love won't work for me I want women who are out of my reach all I need for sure is a big love with the power to make more I am living because I keep it all inside I know I'm close to the fall I know I'm dangerous I'm afraid I'm going down I blame my family their damage is living in me I am sick inside and tired of my life all I need I swear is to go out with the power of a nightmare I am living because I keep it all inside I know I'm close to the fall I know I'm dangerous I know I'm not going down alone

Right now day one I fall hard when I fall I always fall on your face first head down eyes closed arms out to break my fall we fall down like a world of noise we get lost inside the length of our own time... and the laughing world will never forget that it's when you jam that I jet I jet I see I want I reach I fail to hold the things that I need I turn to reach for you I want to touch our life before it fades like a burning car in the sun we flame for the all in the plain view... and the laughing world will never forget that it's when you jam I jet

Turn away from the pain you don't want turning down to avoid them when they call strange words I heard a long long time ago I wish I could go back to a summer time I knew more than twenty years ago can't lay between the sheets we lie underneath the maple tree now I can't smile lying in the grass with the wind around us as we smile and talk listen to your Grandma sing those country songs she'd tell us how the maple turns to fire every four years we'd sit in the grass all summer just to watch the autumn come around... I can't smile now I live alone andyou're so far away I call you once a year just around the holidays I still see you in the night lying above me in the grass... I can't smile turn away from the pain you don't want turning down to avoid them when they call I can't believe this letter that says you died I think I'm gonna go back to the house in North Carolina and lay in the backyard get drunk and let the leaves just bury me bury me... I can't smile

Jackson met a girl in a valley town they fell into a teenage love she'd grow to hate he's in prison now since he beat her down he got her pregnant and she made it go away hey hey hey hey Pennsylvania I got a card today from a girl I know she used to live alone in Philadelphia she had to leave the state for a choice she made she says she feels just like a hostage in her home hey hey hey hey Pennsylvania you can close your eyes yu can fall and die you can hope your laws will make it go away you can close your eyes but you can't make it go away you can't make it go away I just got a call from my uncle Mike he said he left his wife and he's not going back said she changed her mind about a desire child I asked him if he wants a placement or a wife hey hey hey hey Pennsylvaina...is wrong!

You know I want to be the way you want me to big hearted and tall enough to cover you I would break you in half if you said it loud splinter out of myself just like mercury I think it's better now, than how it used to be you were lying in bed and i would levitate I think it's better here, than where we used to be I wish I could go into the Oregon sun...to be alive in the day... I would smile at everyone I remember you back in '83 you were dressing insane you were my everything you were so different from all those other girls a blind electra in drag so cool and casually lame I think I'm better now than how I used to be always nervous and weird scared most of the time I think it's better now than it used to be always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid now I sit alone when you're not around I read aloud just to har a friendly noise I see your scary dolls they always look at me from the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads you know I want to be the way you want me to big hearted and tall enough to cover you I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day

Maybe I went too far for this time I just go crazy when she says no Angel turns away pulls her dress back down slowly washes her face takes the bus to her job downtown she said I'm ok don't worry about me now she thinks to herself hey what just happened to me I told him that I thought it was over told him that I wanted to leave he used to touch me so nice when we first met I never dreamed he would hit me I never dreamed he would hold me down she said don't worry about me I won't worry about you I don't want to be friends she said I'm ok don't worry about me I don't want to be friends just leave me alone don't worry about me

I remember when you seemed real shiny with the sweat of your voice shaky hands super loud and teenage mouth we were all charmed and taken with your talk now I shudder when I hear the rhythm of your walk now I've got no place to go I've got no place to go I've got no one nowhere no one I have given up on the sparkle that I saw in you yes I have sinned the sin of wanting more the belly fire pulls the spirit from the corporate whore I'm embarrassed by the plaid you wear if I were you I'd hide behind that stupid bleach blonde hair now I've got no place to go I've got no place to go I've got no one nowhere no one I have given up on the sparkle that I saw in you yeah that simple minded sparkle that I thought I saw yes I have wondered why you changed I like it when you were super loud I wonder if you're giving in tell me why you're giving in

I know a couple who are in love living in the best of times a truer blue love you will never know right next to pain they'll never realize sheltered from it in a loving glow young and happy and oh so politically correct just get it if you need it now just go buy it if you need it in your life don't worry if it all runs out don't worry because it never will I know a young girl living in the shadow of the kind of life that she could never make she takes it all and gives it back in love to handsome artists in her native state she is the angel of the loser and the disenchanted soul just get it if you need it now just buy it if it makes you happy don't you worry if it all runs out don't worry because it never will

I hate waking up it means I have to die again tonight thirty-five years old and i'm still sleeping outside yeah I think I know your face I don't want to know your name I won't give in I'm not like that I won't give in you say it's Christmas eve that don't mean nothing to me just another fucked up day just another waste of time you wonder why I live like this man you just don't understand I won't give in I'm not like that I won't give in (sing song chorus) you smart ass college fuck act like you think you're tall I was just like you more pride than you could ever know you think you pity me hey I'll kick your ass if you pity me I won't give in I'm not like that no I won't give in to you (sing song chorus) you college boy act like you think you're tall I won't give in I'm not like that no I won't give in

I will live I will live for a year or two maybe for a year I will die I will die I can rest secure in that I am goddamn sure that this thing ain't no accident and I just can't believe that aids is just some act of God I will reach for you I will reach my hand no one will reach for me no one will touch my skin yes I will accept I will accept my pain I don't deserve to die like this no one deserves to die like this sometimes I get so mad I just want to break the world I will not be denied I will not be ignored I am not invisible anymore I will not be denied I will not be ignored I am real I won't go away I am not invisible anymore sometimes I get so mad I just want to break the world

Evergleam and I know why God is good and Jesus loves me heaven lives and I know where sounds to me a not so easy chair falling free and living down stringing out and over happy Evergleam and i know why it isn't real and I'm not going break don't die don't give in to it no way no way don't die please don't leave me Evergleam and I know how pulling hair and breaking voices giving in won't stop the noise spinning wills don't give you choices give away the spark inside you give away the shining prize Evergleam and I know how it isn't real and I'm not going to break no I'm not going to break Evergleam everywhere ever weird everyone I won't see you there I'm not going away no way